Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2013 0:06:07 GMT -5
Name: Shizuka (Or Shi)
Gender: Fae (Female)
Joining Keys: Both joining keys have been posted and removed ton ensure the fair joining of future members! - Beta Fell
Age: 3
Breed: Arctic
Height: 2.8ft
Weight: 93 lbs
Length: 3.9ft
Weaknesses:
Strengths:
Rank: Gamma female or Epsilon female?
Appearance: 
(Photo credit to furlined.deviantart.com. I'm sorry the photo is so big :c )
Shizuka, from far away, looks like a cold, unwelcoming wolf. Although the unwelcoming part is quite true, Shizuka is not. When viewed up closer, Shizuka is an average, beautiful fae with a long, lush pelt of pure whites. Her snout is slender, and she is clearly small, seeing how some wolves have to look down or crouch to look at her. Shizuka can often be referred to as a cloud, especially if she is extremely happy and bouncing around. The longest aspect of Shizuka, is her tail, like a long stick of white cotton candy. Shizuka's right eye is a pale dark blue(Refer to profile picture), while her right eye is a milky grey-ish white, with a long, fleshy scar running from top to bottom, indicating the fae's blindness.
Upon closer inspection, the fair amount of muscle on Shizuka is shown, but, with even closer inspection, every little scar is shown clearly on Shizuka. Shizuka's body is littered with scars she received from her old pack, her two most noticeable scars being the one running down her left eye, and a scar that is shown clearly on her right inner front leg, which is a reminder of cruel ways of wolves. When moving, the majority of Shizuka's scar's can be shown.
On her face, the fairly pretty fae wears nothing more then a neutral, blank face. It takes a lot to get her to smile, unless a pup is playing, which will grace the fae with one of her rare smile.
Persona: Withdrawn, scared, lonely.
Past:
"Wake up, runt." came the cold, gruff, male voice. A moderatly tiny figure buckled under the dirt, two beautiful baby blue eyes looking up at what the tiny little thing could call a 'Father'. "Yes Dad?" Shizuka spoke with her intoxicating, young voice. "Don't call me t-" "Hush, Severin. Leave my child alone. You may take your sorry, pampered excuses of children." a fae spoke. Severin became submissive and walked out. Shizuka looked up at the fae, her mother, a beautiful Arctic wolf with dazzling sapphire eyes. Shizuka smiled, rubbing her body against her Mother. Her mother sighed. "Shizuka. You are a year old now, and a runt. This is not good news. You know what will happen." her Mother spoke, Shizuka whined, shaking her head. "It's going to hurt, isn't it?"
"Of course, love, but bites and scratches always hu-"
"Not that, Mom. Leaving you. It will hurt?" she asked. Her mother whined, giving her daughter a nod. Shaking her head, Shizuka's mother, Shirayuki, licked Shizuka's small head. "Don't fret, my dear Shizuka. You will find others, and be happy. You will forget about me soon enough." Shizuka shook her head, her white fur buckling, as Shirayuki led her out of the den. "I will never forget you though." Shirayuki explained softly, as Shizuka's eyes adjusted to the pack in front of her. Shizuka knew what she had coming. If she could get to the end of the line of packmates, without stumbling or wincing, then she would be able to leave. Shizuka turned to her Mother, nuzzling her. Shirayuki gave a sad sigh, stepping back. "Now run, little Shizuka. Do not be afraid." And Shizuka took off. Running down the two rows of packmates, who lunged out at her, snapping and clawing at her. Her white pelt began to tinge pink, and then red with wounds. But she had an advantage; sped. She had gotten through the line in a record fifteen seconds. She was almost home free, when Severin ran out, facing Shizuka dead on. She couldn't stop running, not because she wasn't able too, but because she wanted to be free.
In happened in a blur. Lowered jaws, a flash of strong pain, blood running down her face, and then she was free. She looked back to the pack, who began to disperse, cursing under their breaths. She could hear Shirayuki yelling at Severin, but she didn't know why. And then Shizuka opened her eye. It was horrifying. She knew it was open. She knew it was. But she couldn't see. Shizuka began to hyperventilate. She was blind in one eye.
A year passed by. Shizuka had grown to what she knew would be her biggest height. Ever since the loss of her left eye, Shizuka had never been the same. She was hostile to any wolf that came close to her. She had even killed a male who had provoked her too far. But thanks to the loss of her left eye, her senses were sharpened. Her killing streak for hunting was almost perfect. She had gained more muscle then most runts did; she had pushed herself to become stronger. She learned to not trust loners, only higher ranks or those who have proved themselves to protect her.
Kin: Shirayuki(Mother) Severin(Father) Satsugai, Kagu, Nanami and Kaze(Siblings) (Shizuka has no direct links to any of her family members.)
Crush: None. (Shizuka is waiting to meet a wolf who is open to her, and highly trustworthy. Who wants her for her, and doesn't see her as weak for the loss of her left eye.)
Mate: None
Role-Play: Lonely. That's all the small fae could feel in her makeshift den. A sense of loneliness. It wasn't like the fae had felt it all her life. The only other to actually care for Shizuka was her Mother. Her father hated her, made her blind. Shizuka closed her blind eye, sighing. She looked around, regarding the area. She opened her eye, hoping it would make a difference, but to her dismay, it didn't. Shizuka sighed. Her body curled in even tighter as a cold rush of air came into her tiny little den. Shizuka growled at herself, snapping at her leg. "Why the hell are you just waiting here for, Shizuka?!" she snarled at herself, watching the blood run from her leg. This didn't affect her though. Shizuka was used to her own blood. She had seen it many times as a pup whenever her Father came in to scold her. Shizuka roughly pushed herself off the ground, running out of the den, now mad at herself. Had Shizuka been looking around with her right eye, instead of looking straight forward, and had she not been blinded by anger, she would've noticed the tree before she had rammed into a tree her peripherals had just barely caught.
Shizuka recoiled, her left shoulder exploding in pain. The fae began to writhe on the ground in pain. Had it been just a bump, Shizuka would've been fine. But Shizuka had rammed at full force into the tree; it felt like a bullet going through. Her body curled in and she whined. Why was she so weak? Shizuka whined. She couldn't just let herself lay on the ground. She snarled at herself, and began to push herself up. She looked down, and her working eye caught something that stopped her heart; blood. "Blood..." Shizuka murmured. Her eyes zoned in, and her body tensed. She shook her head, and began yelling at herself.
"Why, Shizuka?! Why are you so weak?! Why do you let everyone rag on you?! Why are you so pathetic?!" she started, "Why can't you be more like Ma or Pa?! Why can't you be bigger, or stronger?!" Shizuka cried. "Why are you so pathetic?" Shizuka repeated, quietly and calmer this time. "Why.." she sighed, looking down. She had been exiled for being a runt. Her ears perked up. That exile was the best thing that had ever happened to her. Despite loosing her Mother and eye, Shizuka had grown stronger. She had pushed herself further. Her senses had sharpened, and she could survive. She was free. She could do whatever she wanted. She didn't have to be called a runt anymore. She could be Shizuka. A lone wolf, wanting acceptance. An untrustworthy fae, craving a trusted partner. A lonely wolf wanting not only love, but friendship and kinship. She wanted a real family. And although Shizuka would never actually admit these to anyone, these were her true feelings. This is what she had felt ever since she had left the den.
Gender: Fae (Female)
Joining Keys: Both joining keys have been posted and removed ton ensure the fair joining of future members! - Beta Fell
Age: 3
Breed: Arctic
Height: 2.8ft
Weight: 93 lbs
Length: 3.9ft
Weaknesses:
- Shizuka is very quiet, and doesn't really like socializing. She often lightly brushes people away if she gets too uncomfortable.
- Shizuka has a very strong sense of her emotions, and often has trouble controlling all of her emotions.
- Shizuka is blind in the left eye, and doesn't trust anyone on her left side, often asking them to move to the right.
- Unrelated to her distrust on others on her left side, Shizuka has learned that trust does not come easy to others, unless it is a higher rank then herself, or a patrolling group, though she will often trail behind everyone.
- Shizuka has an insane bloodlust. All senses are lost. Sometimes her bloodlust will go the the extents of her killing another, in which she will need to be kept back. A tip to get her to relax; bite her left ear. She will retract quickly.
Strengths:
- Due to her small size and light weight, Shizuka is a fast runner. She uses her agility to any advantage; Avoiding others, catching prey, and fighting if needed too.
- Shizuka is smart. Due to her quiet, anti-social personality, she found herself listening/watching others often, learning off their mistakes and what they've done right; it's saved her many times.
- Shizuka, when she does speak, has a very relaxing, sweet voice, with a very soft, trusting ring too it. Although she refuses to manipulate another with it, she will if she utterly has too.
- Being blind in one eye, Shizuka's other senses have become slightly intensified. The sight in her right eye is quite strong, her hearing is strictly acute, and she has a slightly above average sense of smell; good for scoping out others, or making quick rushes for anything, especially hunting.
- Due to her blindness and size, Shizuka has pushed herself to work harder; she has a fair amount of muscle to her, in order to give herself a good sense of confidence.
Rank: Gamma female or Epsilon female?
(Photo credit to furlined.deviantart.com. I'm sorry the photo is so big :c )Shizuka, from far away, looks like a cold, unwelcoming wolf. Although the unwelcoming part is quite true, Shizuka is not. When viewed up closer, Shizuka is an average, beautiful fae with a long, lush pelt of pure whites. Her snout is slender, and she is clearly small, seeing how some wolves have to look down or crouch to look at her. Shizuka can often be referred to as a cloud, especially if she is extremely happy and bouncing around. The longest aspect of Shizuka, is her tail, like a long stick of white cotton candy. Shizuka's right eye is a pale dark blue(Refer to profile picture), while her right eye is a milky grey-ish white, with a long, fleshy scar running from top to bottom, indicating the fae's blindness.
Upon closer inspection, the fair amount of muscle on Shizuka is shown, but, with even closer inspection, every little scar is shown clearly on Shizuka. Shizuka's body is littered with scars she received from her old pack, her two most noticeable scars being the one running down her left eye, and a scar that is shown clearly on her right inner front leg, which is a reminder of cruel ways of wolves. When moving, the majority of Shizuka's scar's can be shown.
On her face, the fairly pretty fae wears nothing more then a neutral, blank face. It takes a lot to get her to smile, unless a pup is playing, which will grace the fae with one of her rare smile.
Persona: Withdrawn, scared, lonely.
Past:
"Wake up, runt." came the cold, gruff, male voice. A moderatly tiny figure buckled under the dirt, two beautiful baby blue eyes looking up at what the tiny little thing could call a 'Father'. "Yes Dad?" Shizuka spoke with her intoxicating, young voice. "Don't call me t-" "Hush, Severin. Leave my child alone. You may take your sorry, pampered excuses of children." a fae spoke. Severin became submissive and walked out. Shizuka looked up at the fae, her mother, a beautiful Arctic wolf with dazzling sapphire eyes. Shizuka smiled, rubbing her body against her Mother. Her mother sighed. "Shizuka. You are a year old now, and a runt. This is not good news. You know what will happen." her Mother spoke, Shizuka whined, shaking her head. "It's going to hurt, isn't it?"
"Of course, love, but bites and scratches always hu-"
"Not that, Mom. Leaving you. It will hurt?" she asked. Her mother whined, giving her daughter a nod. Shaking her head, Shizuka's mother, Shirayuki, licked Shizuka's small head. "Don't fret, my dear Shizuka. You will find others, and be happy. You will forget about me soon enough." Shizuka shook her head, her white fur buckling, as Shirayuki led her out of the den. "I will never forget you though." Shirayuki explained softly, as Shizuka's eyes adjusted to the pack in front of her. Shizuka knew what she had coming. If she could get to the end of the line of packmates, without stumbling or wincing, then she would be able to leave. Shizuka turned to her Mother, nuzzling her. Shirayuki gave a sad sigh, stepping back. "Now run, little Shizuka. Do not be afraid." And Shizuka took off. Running down the two rows of packmates, who lunged out at her, snapping and clawing at her. Her white pelt began to tinge pink, and then red with wounds. But she had an advantage; sped. She had gotten through the line in a record fifteen seconds. She was almost home free, when Severin ran out, facing Shizuka dead on. She couldn't stop running, not because she wasn't able too, but because she wanted to be free.
In happened in a blur. Lowered jaws, a flash of strong pain, blood running down her face, and then she was free. She looked back to the pack, who began to disperse, cursing under their breaths. She could hear Shirayuki yelling at Severin, but she didn't know why. And then Shizuka opened her eye. It was horrifying. She knew it was open. She knew it was. But she couldn't see. Shizuka began to hyperventilate. She was blind in one eye.
A year passed by. Shizuka had grown to what she knew would be her biggest height. Ever since the loss of her left eye, Shizuka had never been the same. She was hostile to any wolf that came close to her. She had even killed a male who had provoked her too far. But thanks to the loss of her left eye, her senses were sharpened. Her killing streak for hunting was almost perfect. She had gained more muscle then most runts did; she had pushed herself to become stronger. She learned to not trust loners, only higher ranks or those who have proved themselves to protect her.
Kin: Shirayuki(Mother) Severin(Father) Satsugai, Kagu, Nanami and Kaze(Siblings) (Shizuka has no direct links to any of her family members.)
Crush: None. (Shizuka is waiting to meet a wolf who is open to her, and highly trustworthy. Who wants her for her, and doesn't see her as weak for the loss of her left eye.)
Mate: None
Role-Play: Lonely. That's all the small fae could feel in her makeshift den. A sense of loneliness. It wasn't like the fae had felt it all her life. The only other to actually care for Shizuka was her Mother. Her father hated her, made her blind. Shizuka closed her blind eye, sighing. She looked around, regarding the area. She opened her eye, hoping it would make a difference, but to her dismay, it didn't. Shizuka sighed. Her body curled in even tighter as a cold rush of air came into her tiny little den. Shizuka growled at herself, snapping at her leg. "Why the hell are you just waiting here for, Shizuka?!" she snarled at herself, watching the blood run from her leg. This didn't affect her though. Shizuka was used to her own blood. She had seen it many times as a pup whenever her Father came in to scold her. Shizuka roughly pushed herself off the ground, running out of the den, now mad at herself. Had Shizuka been looking around with her right eye, instead of looking straight forward, and had she not been blinded by anger, she would've noticed the tree before she had rammed into a tree her peripherals had just barely caught.
Shizuka recoiled, her left shoulder exploding in pain. The fae began to writhe on the ground in pain. Had it been just a bump, Shizuka would've been fine. But Shizuka had rammed at full force into the tree; it felt like a bullet going through. Her body curled in and she whined. Why was she so weak? Shizuka whined. She couldn't just let herself lay on the ground. She snarled at herself, and began to push herself up. She looked down, and her working eye caught something that stopped her heart; blood. "Blood..." Shizuka murmured. Her eyes zoned in, and her body tensed. She shook her head, and began yelling at herself.
"Why, Shizuka?! Why are you so weak?! Why do you let everyone rag on you?! Why are you so pathetic?!" she started, "Why can't you be more like Ma or Pa?! Why can't you be bigger, or stronger?!" Shizuka cried. "Why are you so pathetic?" Shizuka repeated, quietly and calmer this time. "Why.." she sighed, looking down. She had been exiled for being a runt. Her ears perked up. That exile was the best thing that had ever happened to her. Despite loosing her Mother and eye, Shizuka had grown stronger. She had pushed herself further. Her senses had sharpened, and she could survive. She was free. She could do whatever she wanted. She didn't have to be called a runt anymore. She could be Shizuka. A lone wolf, wanting acceptance. An untrustworthy fae, craving a trusted partner. A lonely wolf wanting not only love, but friendship and kinship. She wanted a real family. And although Shizuka would never actually admit these to anyone, these were her true feelings. This is what she had felt ever since she had left the den.
